"I think the only way I can explain it, even to myself, is instinct. I find myself interested in one thing - a material, a process, a pattern, etc—and I follow it until I exhaust that interest. Sometimes this manifests in words, or collections of images, or physical objects, other times as ideas that sit and manifest and come to the surface eventually or never at all. Sometimes this instinct is extremely emotional; I feel a deep need to release and/or understand. This is when most of my writing happens. There are definitely through lines in instinct. I’m consistently surprised by what I’m interested in and surprised by how consistent my instinct is. I get excited when I notice myself getting excited! And when that excitement happens repeatedly over time. Which is how I think of my practice now: I “practice” in everyday life, and the making comes when I synthesize these ideas. A lot of my “practice” (I put practice in quotes because it’s often passive) is just allowing myself to follow instinct without any goal or intention, then every few days or weeks or months, looking back through what I’ve seen or heard or written, and creating (or not creating) something out of that. Noticing is a big part of my “practice”; noticing, then synthesizing. Allowing things to come, to disappear, to circle back…"
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